What if 
The water will overflow
and cause a flood, taking everything with it
What if 
Everything is all I have 
What if 
My swimming arms get heavy with melancholy
muscle, and decide to go on strike
What if 
The ocean (we call it that now)
decides to break the shore? 
What if 
The pieces that I desperately try to
hold together, drift apart 
What if 
I cannot find the glue (or clue) within
me 
What if 
I am separated from myself, like
debris from a disaster 
What if 
I am (that disaster) 
What if 
There isn’t enough warmth to dry the land 
What if 
The sun –that I should salute- burns
every little thing I treasure? 
What if 
I am not like a phoenix 
What if 
I am 
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