at the moment of touch
the second to its leading
one look …
gives way to anticipated pleading
to feel
heed neglect and ignore
forcefully pushed away, this shore
wave, protective and bold
freezing everything it holds
to sedate betrayals faith
the nights I didn’t sleep
the days I couldn’t wait
implode to never unfold
and breath it, air deprived
afraid to let go of misery
for fear of losing everything
and regardless all, God forbid,
you still are my death, revived
..
