I became myself today
In a circle of silence
A perfect centre sans thought
… Blocking out the memory
And didn’t see the tears
I found myself today
In a pool of water
A saline float, drifting
… Locking out the pain
And didn’t feel the fears
I stopped moving today
Full centre;
The axis within my Faraday walls
… Where a semblance of me appears
Boldly, thereat
And in the end, I acknowledge
That it is scars
That make me whole
But this “In the end” (heaven help me)
Is not just yet
..